Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Good Days

This past Monday I had a special day.  It was the first day in a really long time that I felt like I had my shit together.  Things just fell into place and it was amazing.  These days I am normally fumbling every step of the way.  Tired most of the time and merely pondering (and looking at) all that I have to get done, as I just don't have time to do it.  The boys were all in good spirits for the most part and all napped simultaneously so that I was able to get a little bit of work done, and two rush orders out.  We even walked down to a park that is close by and I didn't panic at all.  Evan walked by himself and the babies were in their stroller.  It was awesome.

I've said it before and I'm sure I will continue to say if for a lot of time to come, but this world is just not made for my family, not as we are now anyway.  It's a struggle to do just about anything.  I get it, it shouldn't be made for us, not a whole lot of people have a two year old and two babies, but it still makes me sad how limited we are.

The last two days a good friend accompanied us first to a great park and walking trail, and then today to an indoor playground.  I wish I could go do these things every day.  Evan would love it, and that's what makes me happy.  But I am so grateful for these past few days where things have gone right, and I have felt at least a little normal.

As I write, the boys are all sleeping soundly, and I should be working.  I am working, just taking a break I guess, to check in, and remember these good days.  


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